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[ it's always great to wake up and find yourself randomly on the couch. randomly without clothes. and randomly a male again. it was the oddest feeling in the world, really, and once the disappointment of his once bountiful chest being gone passes him by...

he runs outside, throws his arms up in triumph, and has no real qualms with screaming loud enough to wake the dead. all while still very naked. ]

MY DICK IS BACK! PRAISE JESUS!

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The fact that I'm giving you this house doesn't say anything?

See? Shouldn't have come back...

It doesn't mean anything if you're not staying with me.

Stop acting like a fucking victim when you've done this to yourself, you selfish bastard.

Nothing I do ever means anything to you. Whatever I do is wrong.

And I'm just saying how I feel. Is that wrong too?

Fucking stop with that shit, Luke. Your guilt tripping gets old very fast.

...Uh, yeah.

[Luke has no idea what the hell is going on. All he knows is that he can't breathe, he's angry and that his eyes are watering. He dashes quickly out of the room to go look for Sandwich.]

[ isn't going to follow him, his hands coming up to cover his face while he tries to fight back his own anger and tears that desperately want to fall. he didn't want this to happen... but it couldn't be helped. ]

[Once he finds the cat, Luke holds him tightly and with trembling hands. He returns to the room, his brain all messed up for who knows what reason today. He just feels anxious and panicky] Maybe we should break up.

[ through his hands. ] Maybe we should.

[Grins, still shaking] You'll be so much better without me!

Not really.

I can't make you happy, I can't give you the kids you want, I always mess up with you. Hahah...I'm such a goddamn--God, hah, Why did I bother coming back? I fucking knew this was a mistake!

You can make me happy, Luke. It's just... This! [ takes his hands off his face, gesturing wildly. ] I can't just abandon a girl that needs my help. Stop with the questioning why you came back shit.

And I'm not saying no! I'm giving you the goddamn house so you and her can live in peace and without watching me mope the whole day!

God made a huge fucking mistake. I know it...I'm going to correct it myself.

Can't you see how wrong that is? You're going to make yourself miserable for no reason. Why are you acting like a spoiled child over this? Hell, Asch is twelve and she's acting more mature.

[ sits up, glaring at him. ] Don't you dare kill yourself.

You don't have to worry about me anymore. I'll be out of your hair.

But I'll be heart broken that my best friend is dead. That every one I've ever bothered to care for in my life has died.

I don't want to be your friend...I can't. It'll hurt going back to that.

So you would rather kill yourself?

You said you wanted to when I died. Don't say anything.

Because I had thought I lost you forever.

I feel like I did.

...Luke. Don't.

[Puts Sandwich down and lets him run. No point in taking him, or his bags. He leaves everything on the bed and throws a rather perturbed smile at Guy] I love you. Take care of yourselves, and I don't doubt you'll find someone new soon.

[ like he's just going to let him go, he stands up and crosses the space between them in only seconds, grabbing onto his arm rather hard. ] Don't you fucking take your own life. Don't do this to me.

[Hisses a little in pain, but otherwise doesn't pull away] Let go...